2012 Retrospective

My New Year's Eve was pretty excellent. My cousin and her husband have a nice little apartment and they hosted a small party that Korey and I went to. It was quite fun. It was nice just spending New Year's with someone I love for the first time ever. It was nice having something like this. Also, first New Year's spent not with my parents.

Now, the year as a whole. It had its ups and downs for sure, but overall I'd say it was a good year. In January I met the man that I fell in love with. Sure as hell wasn't expecting it to play out like it did, but I'm happy and he's happy and I'm so glad it turned out this way. Along the way I've been depressed to the point of being suicidal a few times, I lost a couple friends this year, McDonald's broke me physically and nearly broke my spirit before I quit, and I fell and scraped my knee so badly that there's still a scar there (and that happened in June). Lots of shit happened to me. But I also fell in love. I went to a rave and had a blast. I lost weight (though Jesus God I need to lose more). I got to start college. I'm actually taking German now. I got a girlfriend. I slept with a woman for a first time. I've made some new friends. I joined a fencing club, participated in a tournament, and actually won a bout. I joined a quidditch team. So yes, overall a good year. Hoping 2013 will be as well.

My resolution is the same thing it always is. Lose weight. Urgh, tired of being fat.

I'm also going to try harder to practice my violin more and draw more often. I'll need to if I ever hope to get better at these things.

Here's hoping for a good 2013~